Well, ‘twas fun while it lasted.
I tried to find myself - to find certainty in this messy mind of mine. I took a hiatus. I tried to keep myself busy but there was a nagging thought at the back of my mind. “C’mon, do you really want this? Do you?”
Damnit. I wish I could just stop thinking too much. Every little doubt is eating me away and it feels like I’m slowly fading into the background. I’m drowning in my sea of thoughts.
I need to know I’m certain. I need that moment back.
